92 Things

Depression, bpd, NPD, medication, anxiety, PTSD, disorders, mental health

Starting to be super negative

Getting stuck in the how is normal as I talk my friend on things I've learnt in one funnel away

Issues

Some more ideas for my course

Coaches, creatives or digital marketers ?

Can't seem to focus and start making the course

Seriously I can talk about digital marketing all day I love it so much

I want to help freelancers get jobs I think this can help.

Healing time

Weirdo annoying ex bf from 3 years ago popped up wanting websites and i forgot how much I hated him lol. It made me miss my most recent ex :(

Some guy in my group popped up and was just a bit indirectly mean. Saying he wanted his money to go towards genuine people. Its because I don't know how to be a sales person...but you know what . Whatever im going to continue doing the things I love

Sales techniques

Wow speaking therapy really helps to talk myself out of thinking negatively !

These healing sessions don't really make me feel so good. Is it a sign I should go through the practises to clear my limiting beliefs so in not as affected ?? Others can trigger this in me which means maybe I am triggering it in others.

Jessica the kickboxing coach popped up and started talking to me about learndash and I told her my services and then we got chatting. She wants to help people's mindset using kickboxing as her niche I want to use wordpress as mine .... I discovered that I want to be a business coach!!! Using tech to attract people

I had another subconcious healing session today and we spoke about triggers and healing those and it was wonderful to know other perspectives on the situation.

Today I sunbathed most of the day as it was soooo hot like 30 degree OMG. Then my friend from uni who I haven't seen ...since uni came down to visit which was nice. We just caught up and then someone used the chatbot I set up on Facebook!! I got so excited ahahha

850 RSVP, 180 signed up 140 came and 50% stayed the whole way! Thanks 🥰

OMG after 3 solid days of non stop working from 6am-12am I'm nearly there. Just some more work to do tomorrow then I should be good to go. I am knackered as Ive worked so hard on this one hour workshop LOL but feeling so much more positive now about everything. I'm happy if I even get one customer. I think my friend is interested in purchasing my course too. So that's one person 🥰

Oh man it's.tomorrow. The big webinar over 800 have signed up

It's on Saturday over 800 people interested AMG. Have they marketed on fiverrr yet?

The dots, Fiverr, Jennifer and Wishuu, Crazy collaborations happening all around town!

Found some potential collaborators for our side hustle webinar

Another VN to my bestfriend. I think diversity, inclusion and intergration is how we can help tackle racism. I want to find out how to do this using Madhat girls

What I realised today is that we lol navigate the world differently weve all grown up in different enviroments experienced different things but the core of our emotions are the same. Most of the world is good. The environment is what makes you bad. I believe we all have the same message and it's delivered in different ways that's why diversity inclusion and equal rights and intergration is important so we understand eachother.

I've been reflecting and yes I have a bad mindset. I do feel bad about it. It does push people away. On the surface I am happy sweet which is who I am. But I have inner demons which I think id like to take charge of

I've been going to these subconcious healing sessions and I just feel bad after.

I had another subconcious healing session and it made me feel insecure so I decided to think about my actions.

Being an Empath can be a positive thing as you feel how others feels but if you don't put boundaries it can swallow you up

So in lieu of #blacklivesmatters I wrote an opinion piece and omg. It got such bad backlack on a FB group I'm part of. I got upset as it wasn't intended to be taken in this way.

Trying to find free email marketing software and free CRM software to use

Omg!!!!! It went well omg omg omg. I feel feel really happy. People said they felt motivated after! I hope it motivated them I really do 😘🥰

I freaked out and decided to do coverage on #BlackLivesMatters instead. Hundreds of people waiting to watch the workshop all my friends logged on. I feel so embarassed. I do believe in equality and I do believe in this cause. It's okay go stop your own goals for a bigger goal. That's brave. I'm brave.

Just a normal day went to the park and fell asleep, did a leadgen landing page, called my friend Simi, deciding what to do for the webinar.

Omg I found a job online that looks like something I would love!!!! Its for an eLearning platform to build games. Ive applied for it, it's 10-15 hours a week and you sit sorting out people's issues and replying to twitter and Facebook. Praying they reply!

My friends BF rides his scooter for 2 hours just to get a glimpse of her out of her window because of social distancing. So romantic 💕🥰🌹 p.s I did ask for permission to post this 😂

Despite quarantine I saw my friend for the first time in months. It's the first person I've seen apart from my mum! We talked about our mental health, friends, annoyances etc. It was fab! I also thought more about Madhat Academy and the direction I want to go with it!

Today I did a manifestation class with Jennifer Willemsen as well as enjoyed my relaxing day being alone 💕🥰

Love letter to myself . Healing by Jennifer Willemsen

Quarantine Times month 2

Spent the past year in a toxic abusive manipulative environment which has turned "nice" ppl all angry. It's been so stressful. And this guy is trying to blame the design schedule 😭

What I want to do in work and life

No website, funnels. YouTube funnel

Our talks

I spoke at a 6th form near my workplace about my career to try and inspire and help kids to get into tech and design subjects.

I'm ill. Broke my laptop. I'm not sure if workplace drama is normal in an all-girl group of friends but my friend is in the middle of it. This is just what I've been told looking in on the outside - and re-telling her story and my views. You can tell I don't have many friends in the workplace lol.

Bupkis sends in their casual Voice Note for the exhibition, missed out on Gal-Dems Journalism workshop, Tracy wants to cap her video view limit.